Recovery · 8 min read
Addiction as a Survival Strategy
Addiction isn't a moral failing. It's something that worked, for a while, until it didn't. A trauma-informed reframe.
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Addiction & recovery
On drinking, porn, work, gambling and the slow, honest road back to yourself.
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Recovery · 8 min read
Early Recovery: What No One Tells You
The first year of recovery is rarely what you imagined. An honest look at what actually happens and what helps.
Recovery · 6 min read
Relapse Is Not Failure
Relapse is information. Reframing it as data, not defeat, is often what makes the next attempt the durable one.
Recovery · 7 min read
Porn and Loneliness: What's Actually Going On
Most compulsive porn use isn't really about porn. It's about a nervous system trying to feel less alone.
Recovery · 7 min read
Drinking to Cope: When the Wine Stopped Helping
Most men who drink too much aren't alcoholics in the dramatic sense. They're tired men using alcohol to come down. Here's how that conversation can go.
Identity · 7 min read
Recovering Your Sense of Self After Addiction
Getting sober is the start. Becoming someone you recognise is the work that comes after.
Recovery · 7 min read
Shame: The Quiet Engine of Addiction
If you keep doing the thing you swore you'd never do again, shame is usually the fuel. Here's how to interrupt the cycle.
Long-form · 9 min read
How Do I Stop Using Porn?
If you are struggling to stop using porn and willpower isn't working, it's time to understand why your nervous system is choosing it for you.
Long-form · 9 min read
Why Do I Drink Every Night?
Understanding why you drink every night. A look at the nightly habit of self-soothing, containment of feelings, and how to look at it honestly without shame.
Long-form · 9 min read
How Do I Stop Watching Porn at Work?
When the pattern follows you into the office, the risk is real. Understanding why you watch porn at work and how to ground yourself when the urge hits.
Long-form · 9 min read
Why Do I Feel Shame After Sex?
A direct look at post-coital shame in men, exploring why modern intimacy often leaves us feeling heavy, and how to sit with that discomfort.
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